不想

不想再有被抛弃的感觉
一次又一次的希望下次会更好
希望就会变成绝望
知道不该这么想
但没办法
事实就是这样

被抛弃的感觉已不是第一次为何
还是会这么的有一丝丝的心痛
再次发生时
感觉就像那第一次一样
好可怕哦
没想到再次发生
感觉还是这么的强烈
讨厌
最讨厌的感觉


也许是自己想太多
还是对方给予的太多呢
还是保持距离好了吧


加油吧
今天还不错啦
SHOP得很爽啦
最好玩是去买小孩的衣服
哈哈
感觉上
好像帮自己的孩子买衣一样
哈哈
没想到现在的童装还蛮贵的哦
还有
买了MUMMY的礼物啦
应该会喜欢吧
哈哈
爱你们啦
哈哈



刘碧碧
9。28P。M
29。05.2010

女生，女人，女孩

哈哈，第一次用华语来写部落格

不管是女人，女生，女孩，小女孩
我想想法一定一样吧
女生天生就喜爱想太多吗？
女生天生就喜爱讲话吗？？
女生天生就很感性吗？？
女生天生就爱美吗？？


大部分是-对的吧
很多人会说女生为何想太多
是因为在意一个人
是想要表现最完美
是想小心的做好每件事
可是往往却给人说成多心


不管是在选择今天要穿哪件衣，
站在镜子前不停的照镜子，
还有，一定会问，这样穿美不美，适不适合我呢？？


女生啊，就是爱烦写不该烦的
想些不该想的
哪怕对方已把事情忘得一干二净
你却还在那儿耿耿于怀


我想这一定很难改掉吧
一定会有很多人不赞同我吧
这是我的看法啦




醒醒吧
不该沉淀在梦里
该从梦里醒来了
清醒点
一定会更好



刘碧琪
2010年5月28日
晚上8是02分

in my mind

watch quite a number of drama
let me think about it
7,8 or 10
haha,don't know why i love it so much
all those drama was so romantic
is this will happen in reality
or even on any one of them
or will it happen on me
haha


hmm,birthday just passed
get allot of wishes
few of present
wishes from friends
what I'm i aspect
was,just aspect that
those people who close with me
even know me
a simple wishes
some of them forgot about it
is okay
but,some of them which close with me
even cant remember what the day is
loh,just a simple wishes
even facebook,friendster or even myspace will reminded what the day was
haiz,but they forgot about it
is okay
next year,please don't forgot it
hehe

pek kee
7.27P.M
21.05.2010

18 life

18 life
means something going to changes
like I'm study in a college now
not like previous time
-wearing white+blue colour uniform to school
-cant dye Ur hair
-cant let Ur finger nails long and colours Ur nails
-cant leave Ur long down
-must keep itself discipline and tiny
-MANY OF CANT AND MUST
some of my friends choose to study FORM6 at college,just because they don't want to wear uniform anymore,haha


that's the changes
not just those things
and i had study in girl school for 5years
now,i had to study with guys
1st time will felt uncomfortable with it
but now is okay for me,i think so
so people think study with girls are weird
but i quite enjoy it
because,we can do whatever things we like
don't need to care about anythings

sigh,DIPLOMA IN ACCOUNTING
is not that easy
i saw allot of accounting students
either repeat or resit
omg,am i will be the one of them
NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO!!!
hopefully NO!!



GOOD NITEZ
IS TIME FOR BED
9.20P.M
24.05.201O

just want to say thank my babes

my present,hehe

omg omg omg

where we went today

Korea restaurant

why

because celebrate mine and TAN LING LING birthday

haha

and we get out present today

omg ,dam expensive neh

what they bought for ling was MAC MAKE UP BASE

what i got was L'OCCITANE HAND LOTION and a bear bear

omg,cant believe that

they bought me that

and of course

i got new bag from TAN LING LING la

and sum more two OREO CHEESE CAKE

and ear rings,small bag from CHUAH PEAK SAN

wah,how good is that

just want to thank mine babes,G18 gang,love them allot

not because of presents la,because their heart,love to close with them

I LOVE THEM FOREVER^&^

I LOVE MY FAMILY,COUSIN,ALL MY BABES TOo^^

TOMORROW 23.05.3010

DEAR TAN LING LING

TURNING 18 TOMORROW

JUST WANT TO TAKE THIS OPPORTUNITY TO THANK HER

SHE REALLY HELPED ME ALLOT

NOT JUST IN ACADEMIC,BUT OTHERS TOO

WANT TO TELL HER

I LOVE tan ling ling

haha

our friendship must be forever and ever^^

LOW PEK PEK

22.05.2010

11.55P.M

last day of 17 years old

last day
last morning
last afternoon
last night
for being SEVENTEEN years old
OH,i had alive for 17 years
17 years how long for it
lets make a conclusion for my 17

what i had being for my 17years

-pass by lots of examination
-pass by lots of hard way
-pass by with happiness and sadness memory
-pass by with my babes
-pass by with all those memories leave
-pass by with smile and tears

lots of things i had pass by

for future will add it on too


my birthday almost on
-holiday
-school day
-exam day
-weekends

For mine 18 is on FRIDAY
-is a school day but i don't have class
oh yeah!!~~


what will being happen after 18
i had no idea
am i being matured
am i still stay with my babes
am i going to have boyfriends
am i can handler my course
am i am i am i??
lots of question marks in my mind
hopefully yes!!!
but not including the boyfriends question la
hahaha


birthday
18 birthday
my babes have class on that day
is okay la
hehe,my mum had order OREO CHEESE CAKE
i choose it myself
hehe,looks so attracting

hmm,want to thank
- for everyone who know me
- thank for my babes
- thank for my cousins
- thank for my siblings
- thank for my parent

haha,i know is hard to being my friends
as me,haiz,as u guys knows
i will try to change to be
tough,brave,change my bad attitude and many more

is time to say bye to my 17
is time to say hi for my 18
hope everything will be good for all of us
forget all those unhappy
just leave for happiness
cheer up everyone
JIA YOU,FIGHTING,BAXIA!!!!~~~~


oh yeah,thank for the birthday wishes
love you all^^



PEK KEE
20.05.2010
10.54P.M
(LEAVE FOR 1HOUR AND 6MIN)

don't know what was a day is

ON 15.05.2010
went out with my babes again
when reach there
i had order an ALOHA SET with a ASAM DRINKs
then the dearest KOAY SZE NING reach
suddenly she want to see my hair
then she hit the table
and my drink fail down
you know what had happen
yes,what you think,was what had happen on me
the drink failed on me
what the du....
-my new shirt
-my drinks(i had just drinks once)
==!!!
omg,what the hell
dam FISH
then tan ling ling bring me back home and change my clothes and i had a bath too
thank a Lot la ling,and sorry for making your car dirty,haha,SORRY^^

we almost chat for 3 hours in CHIT CHAT HOUSE,what a suitable name for girls chit chatting
what we chat a lot,girls really talkative hor??I'm admit for that,haha
next destination
SETIAWANGSA JUSCO
others FISH things happen
as you know
those shopping centre had those technology those defend people for stole things
after i bought my things
then i went out
the machine keep on di di di....
not just once,but few times
everyone looking at ME,LOW PEK KEE
how famous i am??==

next went CSC house
what we had done
keep on taking photos
this show that
girls like to take photos too,but not all of them la
well well well

today
on afternoon
after having my lunch
i take a snap
you know what had happen
i wake up because of a phone call
you know who was the one
she is TAN LING LING
i already put silent,but she still can make me up
you know what she called me to do??
you guys can't believe that
she wake up and called me to helped her go n bought
PRAWN MEE,XIA MEE,虾面
T.T


WELL WELL
TOMORROW HAVING MY 1ST LECTURE CLASS
DON'T KNOW HOW WAS THAT
okay,bye bye


pek kee
16.05.2010
5.08P.M

what a MESS

well well well
spend my time out to post some blog

lets begin
on Saturday
was my dear grandchild birthday
is heard like i'm OLD
yes,her birthday
CHUN CHUN(I wrote her name in blue colour,because she likes B.L.U.E)
what we done for her
giving her some surprise
but doesn't not seem like SURPRISE
Oops
haha
then we went for SAN FRANSISCO(am mine spelling correct?)


then MOTHER'S DAY
just want to say
I LOVE U MUMMY
although i had done a lot of mistake
please forgive me
please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~



MONDAY
Mass Call
means ORIENTATION DAYS
erm
1st expressions
OH,2000++study in SCHOOL OF BUSINESS
and you know what
800++
taking ACCOUNTING
what the....
am i going to handier it well
i had no idea
can i can i can i??????
what we going to do next
ID CARD,ATTEND BRIEFING CLASSES,LIBRARY....
i felt mess for that


then Tuesday
others briefing day
haiz
why we need to have briefing all the time
Thursday we going to have others briefing
now my mind keep on thinking about
BRIEFING BRIEFING BRIEFING
please don't tell me that
I'm going to heard the same things

tomorrow Wednesday
going to TARC COLLEGE again
for my ID CARD and attend the briefing about our LIBRARY


IS TIME FOR BED
11.04P.M
11.05.2010
LOW PEK KEE

FISH

OMG
why cant everything move smoothly
why when the time for driving lesson is just like a HELL for me
just 2hours
just like taking my hole life
why i need 2 suffer for those things

more than that
tomorrow i have others driving lesson
you know what
I'm going to learn with others guy
omg,my 1st passenger
how I'm going to alive
i really worry about it
i cant drive probably
how can i take other people along with me
how can u think that i can learn more
if any accident happen
what i going to do
i holding other people life
OTHERS,NOT OWN

this type of training just with make me feel more STRESS!!!
DO YOU KNOW THAT???!!!!!!!

do you know
driving is just like exam for me
every single practice
make me suffer,stress,feel like want to cry(i did so)
oh GOD
please help me
please bless me for good things
please!!




LOW PEK KEE
06.05.2010
7.32P.M

not in the right mood

what the hell was going today

even though i had a new laptop today

i didn't not feel any happiness

you know why

because of the DRIVING LESSON today

what the XXXX

why everything going up side down today

today that jurulatih

felt so disappointed

and i felt that his brain going to BURST because of me

i do very bad today

why others just need to teach once

but me

teach more then 10 times

still did the same mistake!!

why??





OMG

tomorrow

and Friday

other driving lesson

what the expression of the jurulatih

i can't imaging

and i don't want to imaging it

i really don't want to imagine it


god bless me please!!
please i need Ur help!!

LOW PEK KEE
10.42P.M
05.05.2010

complicated

don't know how to expression my feelings now
why girls
-like too think too much
-full of imagination
-tell a lie,too make herself comfortable
-change their emotion just like siting on flying coaster
-remember everything clearly although the guys cant remember at all
-do many kind of stupid things,just want to make someone happy
-need to take more times to forget everythings


that's is what a girls means
maybe some of you not agree with me
sorry if not


PEK KEE
10.43P.M
05.04.2010

A.L.O.N.E

ALONE
-CAN BEEN FEELING
-CAN BEEN ONLY ME
-CAN BEEN...................

WHAT DO YOU FEEL,WHEN YOU ARE ALONE
-SCARE
-WORRY
-AWKWARD
-ENJOY
-LONELY
-USE TO IT
-COMFORTABLE
-EVERYONE STARING AT YOU
-JUST LIKE ONLY YOU BEING IN THE EARTH
-CONFIDENT
-OTHERS

THAT'S WHAT I FEEL WHEN I'M ALONE
THAT THE REASON I NEED MY family,siblings,babes............


EVEN THOUGH I NEED THEM BESIDE MY SIDE
BUT SOMETIMES I WOULD LIKE TO BEEN ALONE

I WANT TO TRY FOR ---
-WATCHING MOVIE ALONE
-EAT AT ANY RESTAURANT ALONE (wondering what of my feeling,when the waiter/waitress
asking me how many person)
-SHOPS ALONE(i try before,just for 1 hours,and I'm feel uncomfortable for that)
-TRAVEL ALONE(i think i not dare for doing that)

STILL THINKING,WILL BE CONTINUE



pek KEE
03.05.2010
10.55P.M

RANDOMLY

Hmm,what had i being for this few days
lets began on last Thursday
OUTING DAY
hang out with my babes AGAIN
because SU ZANNE was out from *jail*
hehe,some special jail
went PAPARICH(LING SECOND HOUSE)

then
Friday
ipoh day(3 days 2 night)
-nothing special,just complete other movie,haha
-sleep
-online,chatting


then
Saturday
-dai san n ah zhong join us
-went out for pc fair with ah gu,dai jin and ah yan
(wah,pc fair at ipoh was much more smaller than KL one)
-went out for jusco
(we looking for IRON MAN 2 TICKET,but fully book)
( we went for shopping for just a while)
-having dinner with my lovely family
(celebrating MOTHER'S DAY,although still have one more week)
(takes a lot of pictures)
(gave each of our mothers one cutie flowers)


then
Sunday(today)
-came back from ipoh
-hang out with my babes again and again at vivian house
-ky come for this time
(i had ask some stupid questions,so OMG,how brave am i,hate it!!,sorry for annoying!!)
-wow,how beautiful is the moon today


quite bored for today article


PEK KEE
02.05.2010
11.28P.M
HAVE A SWEET DREAM