bad attitude

i had lots of bad attitude

i try to change it,but hardly

haiz

but one out of the many,i would not going to change it

which is

i always think negative way,no matter in what situation i am

that me

sorry i cant change this

i think this is a good way for me

-don't hope something perfectly

-think everything in the most worse situation

why i make myself like that

because.....

it don't want made myself to be sorrow,if something i think will be perfectly but it doesn't happen as what i think



PEK KEE
XX.04.2010
XX.XXP.M
I HAD FORGOT WHAT THE DATE AND TIME
CAUSE,I HAD WROTE THIS LAST WEEK

special one

everyone is special for someone
but I'm NOT
what can i do?
em,one way
WAIT WAIT WAIT
how long have 2 take
i have no idea

wait for:
MR.RIGHT
RIGHT TIMING
RIGHT PLACE
MY PARENT ALLOW
and the most
THE RIGHT ONE!!!!!!!

still had 29 days to turn into 18
sweet 18
what i dream for
nothing
just want to hope that
my family,cousin,babes around me
that enough for me

am i dream for a boyfriend??
answer:unknown
haha

JUST FROM
PEK KEE
23.04.2010
8.10P.M.

day's

HM,let me refresh back what the hell I'm doing for my previous day
last Friday
i hang out with my G18 gang-my babes-vicky,kuman,koay,xy,csc,vv,zanne(ns)
hehe
what we done that day??
SING K
we had sang how much songs??
em,1,2,3....10....20
i had forgotten
after that,went for shopping for a while
next,we went for a movie
WHEN IN ROME-romantic
a show which call us to trust of LOVE(relationship)
Hm,hopefully that's really true and will happen
cause i not really trust about those fairly tails stories(sorry)
hehe,of course,we had took a lot of pictures
the main photographer is........
deng deng deng dang!!
miss KU MAN YI
if she know this she definitely will kill me
oops,haha



keep going on
is Saturday
me,kuman YI and Yin
went for PC FAIR at KLCC
what we can saw was
em,of course computers,laptop,MP3/4,pen drive,PEOPLES and more
it was too crowded
then we had our dinner at secret recipe
then we went 4 Kinokiniya,nose,Isetan ......
then i went back with my brother
she went back with her family
that's all


Monday
driving lesson
1st time driving in my life
OH,what a bad day
seriously,i really don't know how to drive
tomorrow Thursday,i had another lesson
GOD,PLEASE BLESS ME~~~!!!!!!
tomorrow going timesquare with my lovely cousin sister -san(haha)


that's all for today

goodbye

PEK KEE
21.04.2010\3.33P.M

mummy's cupcake

WANT SOME??DELICIOUS RIGHT?

well,well,well
finally i had did somethings USEFUL
lets guess what was that??
which is,i helped my mum made cupcake
what an useful things i had did






erm,lets me think what ingredients need it
flours,chocolate chips,eggs,sugar,colourful chips,oranges,baking chocolate
if I'm not forgot

I'M FULL WHICH THOSE CUPCAKE

YUMMY^^

THAT'S MINE,JUST 48G

SAN'S ONE,58G...

pkee

8.28P.M

14.01.2010

weird

i think i'm weird
y Y YYYY??
haha
becoz i like 2 keep some memorable things
even a tiny mini things
i will keep in
because of this
make my room just like
RUBBISH!!
ALTHOUGH like that
but i stil did the same things until now

i kept the things which including from
1.KIds
2.primary school
3.secondary school
4.Tuition center
5.national service
6.presents
7.photos
8.papers
9.i'm sure had more n more in the coming days(haha)

i'm know y am i doing those weird things,because when i clean up my room (once in a years,haha),i will find it out those things i had kept,it will make me laugh somethings and made me think all those funny,sad,blur,caring experince that i had pass,told me that i had grow older n older,told me that i should not just stop at the same point,told me that i should change to become more brave,confident,think positive way n more. when i clean up those things,i would throw away some of them,although something think not to do that,but i still made it because want 2 throw away those childish actions i had did it and of course its too many things in my room.

sorry 2 those RUBBISH
BYE BYE!!!~~(sadly)



from_pkee
9.37p.m
13.04.2010

phucket

PHUCKET
what you can think abt it??
OCEAN??
BEACH??
SUN??
SEAFOOD??
yup,BINGO??!!
WHAT U THINK IS WHAT U WANT...
u will be asking me,isit fun??
YEAH!!definally yes!!
of course,u will know others tourists from
AMERICIA,JAPAN,KOREA,MALAYSIA....
something new was AH KUA
WOh!!!!my expression when i saw them
they were
dam dam dam pretty
just exactly like a WOMEN...
some of them born prefectly like a *GIRL*

OF COURSE
u will saw girls who wearing BIKINI
plz dun imaging now,haha


well,thats all,hehe
if u have a chance can visit there


8.22P.M
P. KEE
03.04.2010(DAY WHEN I PASSED MY UNDANG TEST,HAHAHAHA)

PLKN

TANIAH ANDA TELAH DIPILIH UNTUK LATIHAN KHIMAT NEGARA!
NS-my 1st expression O.M.G!!!!!!!
wondering how is it n heard alot of NEGATIVE NEWSSSSSSSSSSS,
when recieve the letter,i asking myself :"AM I GOING???"
Keep on thinking how was isiT??
isit FUN??//SCARY??//
CAN LEARN SOMETHING THERE??
CAN KNOW NEW FRIENDS??
CAN START NEW EXPERIENCE THERE??
yes or NO??
now i know the answer-YES YES YES
the day came...
1st day-sad(know y?)
*coz my documents was not there,i change from KEM SEMARAK,PAHANG,i have 2
stand asite n wait n wait n wait*
*coz cant make myself easily wif the situation of kem n asking myself :"Am i going
stay at KEM GEO KOSMO,KKB 4 3month??"
BUT i felt apperciate becoz stil can make friends on the 1st day,haha,u know who r u right??
next next next day
everything ALRIGHT
-make myself accept all the situation
-make more new friends
-learn new things
-learn how 2 apperciate,confident,live wif all kind of races n more

During 1st few weeks,wondering y the days went so slow n counting how many days more 2 stay here.but after few weeks,feel tat the time move fastly,haiz...NOW,thinking tat if i'm stil wirawati kem geo kosmo... hmm,i knew that already was a passed tense.i will keep all the memories in my mind,wont 4get it..hehe..
feel thankful 2 all my sista n teachers,teach me alot n stay wif me during sick,unhappy n more as u gals know,i always went 2 MEDICE,haha.JUrulatih,oh,some of them quite fierce,but stil okay la,haha,need 2 thank 2 teacher,4 teaching me alot n let me try so many new things,make me become more brave n confident,thx alot.


well,thats all,although cant write all the story out,hehe..
ENjoy ya 4 the coming soon pelatih^^

AH KEE
1.4.2010
WIRAWATI KEM GEO KOSMO,KKB