stay at mine home alone

tonight
only me stay at home
why?
mine parent went for some event
mine younger brother go for tuition
mine elder brother having classes
mine cousin sister coming back on Monday
me??
stay at home
watch TV programme
blogging
watch drama
on Facebook
doing something i usually did
oh ya,want to say thank to ah San mum,cause,she lend us a car,KEMbara
haiz,don't know can use to it or not


stay at home?
did I feel alone
EM,not really
today quite enjoying
no mumbling
no noise
freedom
open music loudly
do anything I wish do
did I feel scare when alone
sometimes yes sometimes no
sometimes i wish someone beside me
sometimes i wish i can just stay alone
contradiction
that's what i mean